Wednesday, January 26, 2011
It came today, and it changed everything. I sit here tonight, not being able to sleep because my mind wont shut off. But this time is isnt because of stress or fear. I am completely happy. Today, I received an acceptance letter to the college of my dreams.
Its beginning to hit me. All my life, Ive dreamed of living in Nashville. My heart is in that city. Everything is music. I belong there. Until now, it seemed so distant. Ive always said "When i get to Nashville..." Well that future is the present. In less than a year I will be living on my own. in nashville. I will step foot on campus knowing no one and if im being honest, i am terrified. All the little voices keep telling me that time is ticking away and soon i will have to say goodbye. Saying goodbye is the last thing I want to do. But at the same time, I know this is where i am supposed to go. I will leave all my friends to pursue what I've always dreamed of.
I know it sounds cliche, but now is the time. I will take every second of the next few months and make the best of it. I will create memories. I will let the ones i love know that i love them. Forgive the ones who have hurt me. Admit my wrong doings. Open my mind, but always guard my heart. Theres not much time left in this little town. Before I know it, this little girl will be headed to the big city...
Post Title from: a hannah montanna song i cant remember the name of (please dont judge me :) )
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