I have no real intentions for writing this right now, other than the fact that i miss it. Right now, for the first time in a while, I'm taking advantage of the down time i have. Im currently laying backwards on my bed with music playing in the background, thinking about just how incredibly happy I am. I know I say that a lot, but at this exact moment, I can just feel every ounce of it. I was meant to be here. I was meant to meet the people I have met. I was meant to live in this city. I feel like I've been smiling nonstop for the past four months. I just feel like everything is right in my world. I feel like my entire perspective on myself has been flipped. Im doing things the old me would have never done. Not crazy things in any sense, just things that are more brave than the high school version of myself would have ever done. I'm starting to go after the things I really want. I even signed up for my first vocal lesson despite my terror about it. Im starting to realize that the only thing holding me back from being the person i want to be is myself. I am so much more confident than I was just a few short months ago. And I never want to go back to my non-risktaking self. I want to stay right here in this moment forever: laying on my bed, the voice of my favorite artists playing in the background, appreciating all that God has provided me with. This is what life is supposed to be like. This is who I can't wait to become.
Post Title from: "Everything's Right" -Matt Wertz
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